That's actually the second time I've used the word "civilized" today. I said it earlier when talking with my mom and dad about planning and preparing for this trip. Never in my life have I had so much lead up time to get ready for a vacation or a journey. I always jam as much in right up to departure and then right when I get back. It makes life hectic. My life feels really hectic much of the time. But, for the first time in my adult life (I believe) I took time off. Real time off. I said no to extra shifts (though the money would be fabulous), I didn't go into the school and plan and prep for next year, I didn't work tons at home. I just...wait for it... vacationed. For the last two weeks I have done nothing but walk, hike, sleep and lived mostly without an alarm clock. I feel relaxed. I feel ready for my trip. I feel, civilized.
My dear friend Libby who I met while I was in the middle east used the word "civilized" and it stuck. Much of what she said and the principles she lives by stuck with me. She is a strong woman with great values. Of the many things she said, "civilized" seems to be creeping into my world lately.
Tonight, I walked home from my friends and took the long way, then did some extra circles. The rain was falling, the air was warm and the flowers were out. Lights were on in peoples homes. Tv's on, children's bedroom nightlights on and families gathered in the family rooms. People were sitting out on their porches and at one house, a couple was enjoying wine at a dining room table lit by candle light. I noticed I had a smile on my face. My pace was quick but my heart was warm and calm. The world around me is civilized. People take time to just "be" and to just "enjoy" each other.
I liked it.
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